although i hate what has been done to us, being torn apart from one another, i will always be happy for the time i had you with me. i will treasure each moment in my heart and be thankful for the little, precious time we had together. i love you so much, so very much and i always will. please do not forget that. it is important to me that you never forget that.
one image of us that i have found immense comfort in when i recall it is us on your bed. i am holding you, our bodies so close to each other that you could feel the beating of our hearts. you with one arm beneath my head and your other hand playing with my hair. our legs are intertwined and you are telling me one of your stories. i miss you so much. and i know that it is only going to get worse with time, not better. i do not know if my heart will ever heal. it has been shattered too badly. god, i love you. i miss you so much. my life was lonely and cold. when i meet you, you caused the loneliness to vanish and melted the cold with your warmth and love. i can never repay the feeling you gave me with your love or the happiness you bring me, but i can, and will, love you with all my heart forever.
these words have not been written down in any particular order so it might be hard for you to understand what i am trying to say, but know this at least… without you, i feel hollow and unfinished. you complete me. i need you. i love you more than anything … more than myself.
te quiero mas que a nada,
te quiero mucho, mucho, mucho,
love always,
nina