that year i was 14 , she seemed to have been more than 70 years of age . but on that day , i felt she was the world's most know me than anyone. it was rainy that day , all were sad for me . walking into the church was very hard . i knew i would cry that day . but i had never let anyone see me cry . my grandma was ill , the doctor said she might not live much longer . that instant , i felt lost the whole world . we have always had each other . why was she leaving me ? that i was the only one person inside the church . later , an old woman came in and sat next to me . and she smiled at me . at that time i did not ignore . i closed my eyes and prayed for my grandma . soon , my eyes were full of tears . when i opened them , i saw her standing in front of me holding a tissue . she did not say a word but smiling . and she encouraged me to cry out . suddenly , all of the tears started to flow out . then she gave me a warm hug , she seemed to tell me : i am with you , everything will be ok . i closed my eyes again , but when i opened them , she was away . from that moment , i never saw her again . a few days later , my dear grandma died . but when i thought of the old woman's smile , i felt much better . she was really like my grandma .
i wish i could see her again , just to say "thank you ".